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Hello friends. I'm moving to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) whereisfaith so add me there! Love, Val
we are butterflies, working out our lives
in and out of cause, we don't need no camouflage
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| Nineteen Candles |
[20 Jan 2008|05:06pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! Just for you i tried my hand at paint, but i've come to terms with the fact that i am not very good at it.. well no surprise there. Hope you had a great time last right. Love you tough shit. Hope you like your cake, i made sure i used pink for the icing, your favourite colour. Oh and before i forget, the flavour of the cake, you know..on the inside, is chocolate! Bet you love me more than ever now. See ya in school gummy bear. Bye!
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| One part brave, three part fool |
[19 Jan 2008|09:50pm] |
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And if i cry a little, die a little, at least i know i lived, just a little...
My foot got submerdged into mud today, and my new phone stolen. I was irresponsible. And now my phone is gone.. I'm exhausted.. and i feel like shit. This week has been hard. Really really hard. And it sucks that it's not over yet. One more day to go. Sunday, please be kind. Next week please be a better week. Hey Cuzzzz, i lost my phone, so call me at home, we got some planning to do! Love you. I can't wait. Oh, 3/4 of my fourth little toe in coming out.. Yeah.. So my phone.. the stolen phone was only about a month old, so that really really sucks.. I am a victim of phone theft. Trust no one my friends..
It's good to be brave, but sometimes it's better to be wise.
So my sister asked me what i wanted for my birthday, and this is what i told her. World Peace, Stars live in Singapore. The OC Season 5. Rachel Bilson and Adam Brody to reunite. An Elephant. Imogen Heap to sing me to sleep. Maybe a Pony.. a unicorn tattoo..Oh i dont know... Melissa's surprise party was a success. A great success. I'm glad. I really need a foot massage..So how was awards night everybody? Hope no one lost their phones. So right now.. i'm rocking to nursery rhymes. Bye bye round round world.
Without fear there cannot be courage.
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| the sweeping insensitivity of this still life |
[17 Jan 2008|10:36pm] |
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If i owned a Ferris Wheel and a backyard big enough to fit it, i would make a cart so pretty and big i could sleep in it. And whenever i felt like running away, i wouldn't have to go so far. I'd go right to the top and stay there for as long as i wanted. Where are we? What the hell is going on? The dust has only just begun to fall, Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling. Spin me round again and rub my eyes. This can't be happening. When busy streets a mess with people would stop to hold their heads heavy.
Mmm, what you say? Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did. Mmm, what you say? Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is. Mmm, what you say? Mm, that it’s just what we need? And you decided this. Mmm what you say? What did he say?
Because there are just some things i could never forgive you for.
Goodnight.
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| Let's get together, Yeah Yeah Yeah |
[12 Jan 2008|09:31pm] |
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Just write whatever you feel like writing. Say whatever's on your mind. Says the witch. Shabooya roll call. Cheap Cheap Cheap. I'm a little birdie, sitting on a wall, then came peter than came Paul. Fly away Peter, fly away Paul, come back Peter, come back Paul. Twelve dollar skirts and three dollar tops. It's a little bit funny this feeling inside, i'm not one those who can easily hide, i don't have much money.. or much time..? Two dollar belt you are mine. My legs are so tired now. My tummy is filled with yummy wan ton mee, some longans and grass jelly. It's sleepy time soon, right after we look through albums to find pictures of us as little girlies in tiny polka-dotted dressies. Together at last, together forever... i don't need anything but you. Goodnight.
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| You see the sunny skies through lonely eyes |
[11 Jan 2008|11:23pm] |
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Today is my Grandma's birthday. Today i found out that she is 75, you see i've always thought she was in the 60 range. But she isn't. First week of school. Second week of the year. Zero money in the bankie, and March you seem so far away.. Broken social scene here we come, Maroon 5 don't let me down. No internet in school for a whole week. But waking up late was greeeeat. All i have to do is take the lift down and ta-dah, i am at training in less than a minute. Puuurrrrfeect isn't it kitties. They were smitten, while playing badminton...where's my kitten. I am watching tele now. 90's music in da house. Yeah so..If you love something, you'll set it free... Sweet dreams everyone..dreams with lots and lots of pretty colours, rainbows, butterflies and little ponies. Good Night. Use a glove before you love.
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| Make a plan to love me |
[01 Jan 2008|04:04pm] |
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New Years Day was almost the usual. Prayed our way into the New Year with my sweet Grandparents. It's funny how they have so many children and yet give out the "lonely" vibe. Dad wanted to stay longer but we had to leave. And when we did they were standing at the gate waving, maybe secretly wishing we would have stayed longer, it was so sad.Oh how i love them so. I thought New Years was going to suck at first because the family dinner we usually go for, wasn't going to happen. But then we had it at home, outside, sitting close and comfortable,and it was almost perfect. Reflecting and the usual.. what are your plans/resolutions for the year two thousand and eight.
After Grandmas, Melissa and Justin cabbed over and we left on our almost shooting adventure. We didn't get many great pictures, because well it was pretty dark. Melissa's got her zoom zoom now. We walked from the esplanade area to clarke quay. It was fun, better than Agent Deeds Pizza anyday. Love you for making my new year happy. Okay, so drunk people were tumbling and bumping around everywhere we went. The amount of thrash everywhere was fucking crazy, and disgusting. Like fuck clean and green. The thrash was every where you walked. It filled the streets the steps the bridges the everything. It was not a pleasant sight at all. And well it was pretty stinky. Alright..well... See you lovelies.
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| Happy New Year |
[31 Dec 2007|11:08pm] |
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I hope today has been filled with great lasts for all of you. And tomorrow be filled with great firsts.
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| Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving |
[30 Dec 2007|05:11pm] |
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Tomorrow is the last day of 2007. 2007 wasn't exactly great, but i'm not thrilled to jump into 2008 either. I have a feeling. 2008 is going to be hard. It's going to be a challenge. A challenge i better prepare myself for, a challenge i have to tell myself i am strong enough for. I hope next year won't be as fast as this one. Today is Sunday and tomorrow is Monday, then comes Tuesday. 2008 Tuesday. I can't even remember the resolutions i made for 2007, i probably never achieved any, if i actually set them. So i'm probably not going to make any for 2008. Mummy said that she wants to start calling me Faith, because she thinks i need some.. you know.. faith.
Yesterday, we had a mini new years and Alicia's birthday hang out at Piriyah's. We watched The Sweetest Thing, and played the Secret Agenda game Justin bought me for Christmas. It was fun, and the food was yummy. Happy Birthday Alicia! Sweet Sixteen..gonna spread your wings, sweet sixteen, it's your chance to shine, sweet sixteen. Yeah you get it. The holidays are almost over, pretty much over. And they've been good, nothing great, but good. Never got round to going on that picnic, or paint ball canvasing, i haven't gone actual shooting too. However i do have my oc mixes. The money i saved, drained from all that Christmas Shopping, and now it's time to start saving again. So that i can pay for the developing of films, and maybe a film camera. So i need to save like crazy.
Across the Universe is a good movie. Watched it with Charlyn a few days back and then bought the soundtrack immediately after. We were bored at first, completely lost, and almost dozed off at some parts. But the ending saved the whole movie. And now i wouldn't mind watching it again just for the ending.It's a really hippy, world peace and love will save us all kind of movie, artsy in a way. The songs, are really good too, well most of them. So, Shanti is at the beach, Mummy and shobi just left for Aunty Belle's house. I decided not to go, and the cab wouldn't fit my fat ass anyway. I'm not sure what i should eat for dinner, but what i do know is that there is a whole cheesecake and leftover B&J's sitting in the fridge screaming my name, so maybe i'll have some, and then i'll put on a chick flick. Sounds like a plan. I'll clean my room some other day...
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| Look What You've Done To Me |
[27 Dec 2007|03:07pm] |
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I am waiting for Charlyn to finish her lunch and i am bored bored bored. Eating a bowl of chopped mango all to myself. Watching the Goblet of Fire. It's showing on tv... that is why. Cedric Diggory did not die in vain, you remember that. School is starting soon, and that also means time to move back into the hostel. Hostel is going to be really packed next year. So we've been told. Training today almost claimed we, my weak ass. Thanks for the christmas presents everybody.. i love them all. Love. them. all. I wonder if Jesus had a rocking great time on his birthday. Ate lots of cake and opened lots of presents from his pals up in heaven. Mine is coming soon too. I'll be eighteen.. 18. Don't feel like it at all. Okay.. Charlyn anytime now. I'm really tired. I still can't catch my breath. See ya later alligators.
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| This doesn't have to end in tragedy |
[26 Dec 2007|07:17pm] |
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So this is what a day of no training did to me. I only got out of my christmas pyjamas and 16:22. So i spent my morning and afternoon in front of the television watching season three of the oc, second circle core! eating chocolate fudge brownie and a pack of spicer nacho doritos. I have not smelt "real" food, but all that will change in about half an hour, when we make our way to Grandma's house for "Christmas Dinner" on Boxing Day. Which then brings me to... the whole bring out your dark dresses and unhappy faces.. or pretend happy faces, or whatever, i don't care anymore. There will be good food. Food that does not include a half eaten, now probably metled B&J's ice cream, chips that are just too much after a while, and soft drinks that make my bones all soft and brittle. Oh i forgot to mention the left over chocolate from the chocolate bowl yesterday. All that is in my tummy. Oh so yummy.
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| Merry Christmas |
[24 Dec 2007|10:38pm] |
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So it's Christmas Eve and we just came home from dinner. So right now, it's all down to the wait. The 12am wait. The clock is ticking... 55mins. The house smells like wrapping papers waiting to be ripped apart and presents waiting to be revealed. Oh the excitement. The joy of presents. I hope all of us get great presents this year. Merry Christmas everyone!
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| Where are you Christmas? |
[19 Dec 2007|10:45pm] |
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A Christmas Party that didn't feel like Christmas at all. I was like the Seth Cohen of parties and the Marissa Cooper of spiked orange juices. I was bored, and felt completely lame, like "why didnt i bring a book" kind of lame. Even the kids were all like i'm too cool for school, and -y.o.u. Ok well i didn't really like reach out to them for company, them with their gameboys and the whole girls have cooties, eww thing like going on. I was the representation. I was the Rent-a-"something", or whatever. But i bailed. I was on duty and i bailed. And now i am afraid. Guilty but oh so very afraid. Oh if we could only prepare ourselves for the destruction that lies ahead. If only i wasn't a witness. Oh.. If only that feeling in the pit of my stomach punching its way up to my throat then out of my mouth into words was not saying that Christmas is almost ruined. If Only. Christmas is my favourite time of year.. please don't bury it deep beneath the earth. And your hate, won't do us any good.
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| A Whisper & A Clamor |
[18 Dec 2007|12:55pm] |
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My weekend in Bangkok was a blast. A very very tiring three days but totally worth it, just being away with a happy feeling. The heat was intense, we were silly enough to forget sunblock. Silly billys. Shopping, room service, "cheap price", cramped up calves, transformers, disturbia, doughnuts, pictures, stupid buddies. It was all good fun. But as always, it's good to be back. And it's finally beginning to feel alot more like Christmas. Maroon 5 is coming to Singapore! Oh. Adam. Levine. We have more ornaments on the tree now! Mummy went out to buy some. They're pretty. Maybe my brother will buy me some Krispy Kremes when he gets back this time, and not shout for me to come down to his room and get them, (when he didn't really buy them at all), then jumping out from behind the door wearing a scary tribal mask thing, frightening me till i almost pee in my pants. Maybe, just maybe. Well, he can't buy a scary tribal mask thing twice right?
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| La La La |
[15 Dec 2007|01:13pm] |
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It's Saturday Afternoon, and i'm at home re-watching the best ever tv series, The OC, Season 2, and feeling all depressed because Summer won't take Seth back, yet. And Zac? I mean, come on. I'm hungry. It is time for lunch. Dad's Christmas Party was last night, i'm sure he had fun. I enjoyed the food. The apple crumble and the smoked salmon was amazing, but i wish more people chose the cement path instead of the muddy one and collected their damn door gifts. Oh why don't you show me your secret smile... So! I've crossed out a few names from the list! I'm thrilled. Christmas is almost here, the holidays are almost over, and 2008 is screaming in my ear. I pray it will be kind to all of us.
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| Are you afraid? |
[14 Dec 2007|01:07pm] |
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It's Friday.
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| You can't be missed if you never go away |
[13 Dec 2007|10:56pm] |
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Today was Day One of very late Christmas shopping, and no names have been crossed out because i ended up buying more things for myself then gifts for people. I am enjoying Cobra Starship alot, so i am glad i got it. Thanks smelly! I'm pretty tired now. Had Macs for dinner, and was entertained by a stranger, this guy standing at the next counter.
Guy: Hi, can i get a regular.
Macs: Of what?
Guy: (completely duh look) What i always have.
Macs: A coke?
Guy: No, i want the fillet-o-fish without the sauce, fries without the
salt and milo without the ice. Did you get all of that?
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